missing her..

and I just sent her an email...telling her so..

I said I'm sitting here on your floor chair, in your spot, keeping warm burning your wood and missing you. It's all here but you!

I asked if she could come over.. soon for dinner..

It's late and I know she is sleeping now already..we have magic together.
So, yes, I am missing her. I think she'll enjoy my email..

Today was magical too in another way! The temperature outside was 20 degrees with a light freezing rain, but in doors warm and wonderful and bright filled with friends and love. I visited a friend in the hospital, went to a movie with another, spoke with my love, and chatted with another friend and offered to help her get her new iPhone turned up if she has troubles. Oh I forgot to mention.. I walked to my friends' and clear off her car and her two neighbors.

Now, I wish to thank my special spirit guides Emma, Ezekiel, Edy and Georgette to ever spiritual presence guide and protects me. I am so grateful! And I'll return favors willingly. I do wish to be more clairvoyant, more intuitive, and enhance my ESP skills. I already dream my day and recreate my own realities....and don't we all? So that is really nothing really very new is it! I'm young, very young! Youthful, brilliant, looked up to, admired. I am most talents and my artiest abilities are endless and even surprising to me because they all come so naturally to me. I just do it!

Never think about .. not be able to do something.. just do it! You know like Nike says.."Just Do It!"

I ran a 5k on Sunday morning.. and today and yesterday.. nothing.. so I must do it all tomorrow.. swim, bike, run on the treadmill..all inside because tomorrow will be another nasty, wintry day.

So, I thank the universe..I and two other friends have appointments next week to visit with Ezekiel..as he is channeled. It's been over a year.. I knew I would get the appointments.. I felt it! Life is because I have heavenly spirits watching over me and guiding me along the way. I wonder who that moth is, that is flying around my condo? I also hate to go after it. I wonder when he got in here...late summer? Fall? And where's he been hiding.. and is he one of my spirit guides.. coming to get a better look? He flew right over me.. earlier I saw him near the over-the-counter kitchen light. I guess he's been there all day..that is.. until I turned on more lights after it got dark out.

I love my friends and I feel very blessed to have so many..such wonderful talented, smart, warm, fun, good people.

I'm getting tired now..ready for bed so I can get up early to finish a sculpturing project I am working on which will be a gift.. so I need to hustle.. I think I've sculptured enough with files and now I need to begin using sandpapers to smooth into a shine.. can't wait.

I hope I get to the gym tomorrow...already promised my friend I would run a few errands with her tomorrow morning. And want to visit my friend who is in the hospital!

Well, between sculpturing and holding my sax while I play.. my right thumb is getting a work out.. hurts. Hey, it's not that bad! I just need to rest it a bit! Today I didn't get a chance to play.. my neighbors were home..and I wasn't home much either. I make sure my neighbors are not home but gone before I play my sax..

This laptop is getting hot on my lap..oh well, my fire is going out ..time for bed! Tomorrow's will be another magical day filled with good healthy food, good friends, love, art, my love.. I miss her but will see her very soon! Very soon!